Been sick and tired.

I have not done much over the past couple days, with a cold and the other night had a fever, but just have some conjestion now. I am bored lately, hoping something interesting happens soon.

I feel I need to be working or doing a work, so if anyone out there has work or a work for me to do let me know. Kids take up most of my time but I still could be doing something. I try to take up some time reading but everytime I try I fall asleep.

I also feel I need spiritual clearing, my wife constantly says she is waiting for me to wake up, be more romantic, course not sure talking dirty in ones ear is romantic ;P

I am talking to a man right now who is clearing out negativity in my life by blowing a conch shell. Interesting stuff.

He is called the Wizard of Weed (not the drug) the town he lives in. Here is his website.

http://www.pelorian.com/conchmagic.html

Held Up

My Baptism has been held up, due to the "nature" of my ex-communication.

I have to wonder what exactly my past Stake President has done to my reputation, or if this is just standard procedure since I was an Elder.

My re-admittance to the church needs to be approved by the prophet himself, and then sent back to the local high priests who will hold a new hearing just to get all their approval to allow me back.

What a strange ironic way of things, you would think it would be easy to come back to the Lord's church, just ask the Lord. The spirit has already spoken to the truth to me, the elders and the Bishop, so why the need for approval by so many other "men." Who's church is it again?

I've started with chest pains today after church, and have not had those for months.

Love and Light,
Todd