Happy Birthday Tim (Which was May 12th) Hope you didn't get too hammered. 

Give to Others

I had a chat with a friend of mine, Adurah yesterday, who received some 'revelation' for me from spirit. She felt that I will be doing "hands on healing" soon, that in the future my guides or angels will make a return. I am to "give to others before receiving myself."

I would suppose some sort of change is going to occur within before the rest of this takes place. I recently ordered some pills to replace seratonin in the brain, to fix damage caused by stress over the years. Hopefully it helps.

I have not had much desire to do artwork in awhile, course maybe I need some motivation. Anyone have any ideas for a picture I could make?

Winchester, Hampshire, Aug 2002 (photo: STEVE ALEXANDER) 

Blade Aftermath

For two nights I had dreams about events that transpire after the movie Blade Trinity, so ok I either am a geek, or love big strong black men with tattoos.


Blade (4) : Aftermath: The Story Continues
Events that transpire after Blade Trinity
By Todd Jumper

After the virus was released that destroyed the primary vampires in the general area and other major cities, some went into hiding and or hibernation to escape it.

Blade, seemingly only temporarily affected by the virus, fell into a hibernation or comatose state, believed dead for some time.

The nightstalkers head into Mexico on rumors of vampire like activity, chupacabra sightings.

When Blade awakens he finds he is more agressive, perhaps changed in someway, and the hunger is stronger than before.

He feels he is becoming more and more of what he sought to destroy all those years.

While in a coma he dreamt, dreamt of a woman who appeared to be a vampire but was walking at noon-day.

He had flashbacks of Whistler, flashbacks of the events that proceeded his confrontation with Dracula, and even back to when he was captured and blood taken from him to see what made him invulnerable to sunlight. Flashbacks of the woman who once said she could find a cure. Whistler claims that she would turn, but Blade had never destroyed her.

Perhaps they had been sucessful at finding an immuninity to the virus, perhaps they had been sucessful in combining his DNA.

Did the virus in fact really kill the vampires, why didn't their bodies turn to dust, why did their bodies still decay when sunlight hit them, was it a mere chemical reaction or was something in them yet still alive yet their brains ceased to funtion.

Had he ever shared himself or made another from his own bite? Who was this woman he saw, who had survived?

Mutation, something had changed, not only vampires were affected, but those who had the vampire gene dormant in their blood.

Humans had become more violent, bloodthirsty since it was released. Rumors that new vampires or that the familiars were seeking to bring forth an immunity had arisen.

The virus has mutated, awaken something dormant in some humans, and possibly brought back a new breed of vampire, although a weaker one but able to be in sunlight.

Two years have passed since those events. And with Whistler gone Blade has been hiding in the shadows, relying on the few friends he has. Sitting in darkness reflecting the emptyness inside him and fighting the hunger.

As well trying to find purpose, reflecting on memories of friends long gone, wanting companionship.

But he could only sit still for so long as the hunger sent him out in the night, running into the night, hunting down familiars, or even stopping the random criminal but not finding the vampires he used to slay regularly.

All his hate was now focused on himself, being forced to accept that which he sought to destroy.

More to come...

Yeah I have herpes!

Well actually, "probably Shingles" is what the doctor told me. (otherwise known as Herpes Zoster) is a painful, blistering rash caused by the chickenpox (varicella) virus, which affects only a limited area of skin, and makes you feel surprisingly tired, run down, and even depressed.

Although I have not gotten run down or depressed from it, just all the nerve endings in my right leg have flared up and made all the muscles sore down to my ankle. I may just have to live through it, since the medicine cost $50.00. The pain is not as bad today and the medicine is not a cure. So yes, despite what they tell you, you CAN get chicken pox twice, I am just glad I only have it on one spot and not severe like all over my face or something.

I guess the virus that is chicken pox stays in the root of your nerves, and can resurface as an adult but usually not til your 60s, and much more severe.

This morning I found myself wide awake around 6:30 am, unusual for me, but I found myself thinking about opening a comic book store that would carry collectibles as well. That is something I would enjoy doing and if I found a building with a yard or play area I could watch my two kids there, and if I had someone helping me with the store I could run errands. Just a dream though, I would need a grant or big loan to do that.

Perhaps I would call it "JumpMan's Comics"