Forgive Me

Forgive Me

I'm sorry
for all the times I could have
held you close or shared a smile
I'm sorry for all the times I should have
reached for you and stayed awhile

I'm sorry
for all the words that weren't said
when I could have said I love you so,
for keeping the little things in my head
when I should have freely let them go.

I'm sorry
for all the days I let pass by
the good ones and the bad
for all the special ones I missed
and how it made you sad

I'm sorry
for all the times you reached out
as my fingers slipped away
for all the times you held me
but deep inside I stayed

I'm sorry
for all the heartache
and unecessary tears
for all the missed affection
I took for granted through the years

I'm sorry that you're not here
to share this love I have to give
but to know you might forgive me
gives me hope again to live.

I miss you.

Todd

I Am Here...

I am here
to understand,
your needs and dreams,
to hold your hand.

I am here
to chase your fears
and hold you close,
to wipe your tears.

I am here
to support your heart
and keep connected,
when we are apart.

I am here
for who you are.
A love so dear,
my shining star.

I am here
for you alone
the way is clear
the path is shown.

I am here
a guiding light,
to embrace you through
the darkest night.

I am here
always your friend
to endure with you
until the end.

I am here
when walls collapse
and floods subside.
I'll be there,
right by your side.

I am here
because your heart reached to me.
and found me at last,
and set me free.

I am here
with a love so true.
as my heart longs to hear,
"Baby, I am here for you too."

I love you Carrie.

Eternally Yours,
Todd
7-22-2005

My Omega

Goodnite my beloved Omega.

Tomorrow is a new day.
May the sparkle in your eyes never go out.
Your smile warms my heart.
Your smell soothes my soul.

Your very presence brings me joy.
You are love, you are beloved.
May you be there another day with me,
and may that day last an eternity.

We are stars, that fell in love long ago.
They need our light, and we must go.
We saw our trials and knew the test,
we knew we had to come to save the rest.

We knew what may happen as we said goodbye.
That day a sea of stars fell from the skies,
But I knew some how some way some time.
I would find my Omega again,
And shine forth once more.

As lover and friend.
To become a sun,
together one.
Shining forever until time is done.

If you must go, we'll pass again.
For love is without end.

I Love you my friend,
I release you,
and I trust you,
and somehow, hope,
will remember me again.

And meet me on that bridge,
that covers the gap of despair.
To just hold you in my arms
and breathe you like air.

Omega my heart belongs to you,
Keep it safe and hold it true,
For I would live 1000 lives,
If I knew at the end,
that I would be again with you.


Love and Light,
Todd (Enoch)

A life journey portrait I finished this evening. Enjoy ;) 

Towel Heads

Recently I received a warning about the use of the above politically incorrect term. Please note: we all need to be more sensitive in our choice of words.

I have been informed that the Islamic terrorists who hate our guts, our religion, our freedom and our way of life in general - and want to kill all of us for the greater glory of Allah - do not like to be called "Towel Heads". This is because the item they wear on their heads is not a towel but actually a small, folded sheet. Therefore, from this point forward you should only refer to them as "Little Sheet Heads."

Thank you for your support and compliance on this delicate matter.