The Inner Thoughts of Toddimus

My daily journal for my personal website. BLOG is short for "web log." Here I share my daily thoughts, interesting events, weird dreams, spiritual encounters, or just life's crap.

Friday, September 16, 2005

UFO Rapture?

Last night I had two UFO related dreams.

The first dream my wife and kids were in what looked like a fancy hotel or resort type area. There were stores, walking areas, parks, pools, fountains, and even rides inside this place. It looked like daytime. I remember taking the kids over to one of those swing-go-round where it swings them in a circle.

I then walked over to look out a large window and saw stars out of it. I then realized we were on board some sort of very large spacecraft. A man walked up to me and said "It's amazing isn't it." I said "What's that." He replied "That they seemingly fit something so large inside of a small space."

I then heard my wife saying she had to "go really bad" bathroom I would guess, and we headed back to our room, with the door sliding open like one on Star Trek. She went to releive herself and I jumped on a bed, when I heard my son screaming he had to go pee, and I let him in but then I woke up in real life to hear my son screaming downstairs because he was sleeping on the couch and woke up scared, and really did have to pee.

So I woke up and told Carrie about that dream. Later that night I dreamed I looked out my bedroom window and saw ships hovering over the neighborhood sucking up people or beaming people on board, I even saw them take a few pets, a dog or two levitating up the golden beams. It did not appear to be taking everyone, just certain houses.

Later in the dream I was in my kitchen and got a phone call from a man who needed my help designing new ways of air travel? I then went to my computer and was looking at maps of a town, when suddenly I was on board something looking down at this town with people walking around busily, it was almost like watching a video game. I then teleported down into the town to save a woman from some men that were trying to catch her. I grabbed the woman in my arms and began running from these men down a dirt road. They were all on horse back and shooting at me but I was able to keep ahead just on my feet. I was saying "Sometime today would be nice guys."

I took a corner and jumped a fence and ran up into some green rolling hills and last thing I saw was a beam take me and the girl. Then the men came upon a rotting cow carcass, and just looked around and could not find us, and shouted "Those damn aliens."

EoD

So my wife tells me this morning she dreamed the ships had come to take me, and pretended they were going to take her but just moved her back around the front of the house and left her here.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Toilet Inspiration

Chicken Alfredo is the Devil! Why does everything tasty have to be hell later? Ate a lovely chicken alfredo ready bake meal tonite, but just ended up in pain and goosebumps from so much rest room breaks. I must have a bad reaction to soy, which is in margaines, mayonaise, alfredo sauce. :(

There has been a weird sickness going around too with my neighbors, their kids and now my kids, which only seems to last a few hours, if even that, with what appears to be almost no warning signs or symptoms. Perhaps some tiredness afterwards.

You will just be standing there, the kid is laughing and having fun or just talking then all of a sudden "blaughghghg..acckk...cough...gag." all over the place. As they have a confused look of terror on their face, like something out of a horror movie, then they feel good to go back to playing. It's like someone has a remote control, invisible and saying "Watch this, when I push this button, they start shooting chunks out their nose!" My son and daughter both did the same thing, but it has not happened to me.

So I am sitting pondering this, and spirit butted in or some strange toilet inspiration and it said 'Remember the time as a kid you were on an airplane, and the plane suddenly dropped 1300 feet, and you got sick and threw up.' I'm like, ok yea. And this inspiration continued 'Well you are aware of the solar flares hitting earth big time right now, as well as the energy shifts going on. This is just a side effect, and not exactly a virus or bug as you would think normally, and it does not happen to everyone. It's like a sudden energy shift in their bodies, or like your experience on the plane, a sudden drop in elevation. The planet is shifting, and this may cause motion sickness in a way, depression, unexplained stress and so forth.'

Toilet inspiration is always interesting.

Todd

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Dream of Energy Crisis / Death of Jessica Lynch

4am September 13th.

I just woke up from this dream, interesting one, and scary at the same time.

I was down at Rutter's (convenience store and gas station), not sure why, but I was down near the air pump, overlooking the highway / overpass area. I was looking up at the gas prices and saw them going higher. I remember talking to a woman who looked like a hitchhiker. She was carrying a dirty red duffle bag, and a man was with her who seemed to be a few fries short of a happy meal.

We were talking about the energy crisis and the government's recent decision to conserve gas and electricity among other things. Now I remember, I must have been waiting in line. There were a lot of people on foot waiting to get small amounts of gas into cans, and they were giving out water in gallon jugs.

It was nighttime. Had just gotten dark because I could still see a little bit of the sunset. When suddenly all the power everywhere shut down, could hear generators and hums quieting. Then people started getting angry and yelling at George Bush. People started fighting in the dark. It was not very long and the power came back on, then went off again. The lady said Bush had shut down the grid. I was worried about my wife because she was at work at the time, and had to make it home with power off everywhere.

The woman was trying to interest me in encylopedias and dictionary's inside her dufflebag, both which were also bound in red fake leather and dirty. I paged through it and found some pictures falling out of young women and families and felt that these 'drifters' had killed or stole from these people. They were asking me if I would put them up for the night after I made a comment that "great now our freezer full of meat is gonna spoil!" They had a mischievous look in their eye like they wanted to come home and rob me.

Someone was trying to tell them where I lived, a female, not sure who but I ran over and covered her mouth and said "No, you can't trust these people." Later I saw cops taking these two people away.

I went inside to a lottery machine and put some coins into it, strange machine I know. But after a few tries someone had told me you just won a million bucks, which I did and quickly tried to hide my winnings before people caught on to it. I remember seeing piles of nickles.

The dream switches to me being with some army troops in a convoy of some sort and we were helping to move civilians from area to area. I stayed behind at one point with a few other troops and was hiding behind some bushes along a dirt road, as we heard someone was trying to shoot at us. It looked like another army truck shooting at their own troops, friendly fire or mistook us as enemies. I was in civilian clothing and they got sight of me and started shooting at the trees and bushes. I remember Jessica Lynch being there, in uniform with these civilians and she had a baby with her. She ran down the road telling the firing troops to stop shooting at the people, that they were not harmful and only trying to find food and shelter. To which they did not even watch what they were doing, they just said stand down, drop your weapon, but it was just a baby. They opened fire and I saw Jessica get shot 3 times and fall to the ground, all the people came out of hiding screaming, to which these troops realized they made a mistake and lowered their guns. I was upset and said she's dying I can't watch this. My wife came from somewhere and helped with the baby who had been knicked by one of the bullets and said it looks worse than it is, it had scraped the baby's right hand.

So I wonder what this dream symbolized? Jessica Lynch dying may symbolize what's good about the powers that protect us and the adversary trying to destroy that goodness, but stopped it when the people all started working together.

How about the lottery part? ;)

I never took real interest in the Iraq War, or the Jessica Lynch story but this dream made me research into it more. Interesting enough according to this story, our military did infact almost open friendly fire on the ambulance carrying her two days before her over-reactive rescue. Why they shoot to kill anyone who comes close to their lines is just in my opinion plain idiotic and our military is extremely gun-happy and paranoid. Perhaps the dream I had last night was taking place in Iraq, as the area I was in was sort of "desert" baren with very little trees.



The Truth about Jessica Lynch