The Inner Thoughts of Todd Jumper

My daily journal for my personal website. BLOG is short for "web log." Here I share my daily thoughts, interesting events, weird dreams, spiritual encounters, or just life's crap.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Day 4 - The Back :)

We just now started massaging the back at school, and Thursday I have my first quiz already. The back is a lot more work and things to memorize, and its a workout too. I had got my back done first by my class partner and by the time she was done I was totally relaxed and pain free, but then came time for me to massage and by the time I was done my back was hurting again. I really gotta get used to proper stance and using the whole body to motion instead of just the arms.

I really worked up a sweat and for the next few weeks here that's all will be doing is back and feet massages for 2 hours each day. Maybe I'll start losing weight.

The kids are all arguing who gets the massage first, I finally found something to settle them down at night.

I am feeling like I am giving more than receiving though, so if my cute stuff is out there reading this ::hint hint:: Sorry I said you looked like a blueberry earlier, I meant it in a good way, blueberries are yummy.

I think I'm gonna drink a Bud Ice and fall asleep watching a movie in my bare wood living room. Anyday now my uncle will have the living room floor finished. I can't wait to get back to a normal house and a better looking one too ;)

Goodnite.

Monday, October 10, 2005

In My Dreams

In my dreams
my mind plays games,
where life seems real
but not the same.

I fly with you across the night
into the wind our thoughts give flight,
your face glows softly;
my guiding light.

And in my dreams
my hopes come through
I find you waiting, with a smile so true
You took my hand and away we flew.

Across the trees and above the seas
we find no fears or boundaries,
and know together we can do anything
and be anyone we want to be.

And in my dreams,
You kiss me there
and hold me without any other cares,
and one we are with no despair.

And then you're gone
so off I fly,
to search for that joy
from days gone by.

There in my dreams
You remember us,
and in that world
we have our trust.

For in my dreams
you love me stilll,
and I know for you,
I always will.

But like all dreams
they too must end
But these dreams don't seem,
to fix and mend.

For I awake to another day
and find that you have gone away,
so alone I wonder and I pray,
wishing my dreams were here to stay.